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It’s been an incredibly hard week for me – pain wise. I woke up last week in so much pain, I was in tears. I haven’t had the pain that bad for a while and it hit me like a Mack truck. It’s been difficult since and I’ve been back on the strong pain meds again. This is always hard on me, too, as it keeps me very tired and not thinking clearly. I ended up sleeping in a different recliner last night. My pain has eased up a little, but I didn’t sleep very well, so I’m also very tired.  My hubby thinks that I need to get a new recliner.  He’s probably right.  Every recliner in this house was bought used, either through a yard sale or a thrift store and they were in good shape, but well used.  The cushions aren’t really firm and a lot of the stuffing is not like it should be.  Plus, let’s face it, the chairs conform to our own bodies so by the time we got them, they were already conformed. LOL Since I have to sleep in a recliner, I’m thinking my husband is very wise and I should just do it.  I’m dreading the process of going to look, though, as I know the pain will intensify after time away from home and being able to rest. I’ve been looking at the La-Z-Boys online and have one picked out, so if I can find that one and it works, it will be an easy shopping trip.  I just have to hope our local store has the one I’ve been looking at so I can determine if it really will work for me.  Now for the Tuesday Counting Our Blessings…

21.  I’m thankful for my husband who always looks at what is best for me and sacrifices so much to care for me and do things for me. He really is my soul-mate and a blessing from God!

22.  My youngest son is finally getting better.  He still has a cough, but even that is much better.  He is definitely on the mend and over the worst of this horrible influenza he had.

23.  For my praying family and friends who care enough about me to pray for my healing.  Sometimes knowing that others are praying for me is the only thing that keeps me hanging on and gives me hope.

24.  I’m thankful for the large order of tea I have coming from TeasyTeas. I have been out of the Sweet Almond for a couple of weeks and it’s been pure torture. My hubby insisted that I order my teas as he knows how much I love them. Again, I’m thankful for my hubby!

25.  For the birdseed that my oldest son brought home so I could fill my feeders.  It brings me such joy to sit in my recliner and look out the window at the birds. I am an avid bird watcher and those sweet, tiny, feathered friends give me a sense of calm and joy as I watch them eating their treats. 

26.  I’m so thankful for the emails I received this morning from friends at church telling me that they are praying for me and that they care.

27.  I’m thankful for the church-wide email that went out via my friend asking the church body to pray for me.  Such power in prayer!! I have hope that I will be healed and knowing my church family is praying for me….well, what could be better than that?

Yes, in the midst of my pain and my tears, I am counting my blessings. The Lord has given me so much, has blessed me with a family that loves me and friends that care.  I am blessed!!

God bless you – Julie

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I would love to tell you that I am as tranquil as this swan in this painting, but today, I’m not.  I’m in pain…AGAIN.  I’m back on the strong pain pills and, yes, I’m feeling a bit sorry for myself today.  I’m tired, physically and mentally.  I’m feeling exhausted from fighting the good fight.  *sigh* 

Please pray.

God bless you – Julie

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This is how I feel.  I am in so much pain, I can’t even describe it.  There are times where I hurt so bad, I break out in a sweat, I feel sick to my stomach and I feel like I’m going to pass out.  It’s horrible.  This happened during the night when I got up to go to the little girl’s room and this morning when I got up.  It was just the pits.

I went to my pain management doctor today and they are concerned that I have a new injury and so I’m going to have an x-ray and an MRI as soon as they can get it scheduled.  She gave me stronger pain pills and I’m praying that they help with the pain better.  I’m also praying that it’s not a new injury. My discs are so bad anyway, I don’t need to add to the problems I already have.  Pray for me, dear readers, if you think of it.

My Ladies Bible study was last night and I was determined to go. . .and I did! When I got there, the other leaders prayed over me and as the night wore on, I felt better.  It was really a blessing.  We watched the Beth Moore video last night and, I’m telling you, that woman just ministers to my heart so much because she loves the Lord!  My group was the same – they minister to my heart, too.  I have the most wonderful women in my group and we are able to share openly from the heart and learn the Word of God – what is better than that?  I’m so thankful that the Lord touched my body and reduced the pain enough to where I could go – I wouldn’t have missed it for the world!

Tomorrow morning is my prayer meeting and I’m really praying that I will be able to go.  I’m not particularly good in the mornings with this pain – it hits me the worse in the morning and the evening – but I’m going to pray about it and just hope I will be able to go.

I’m creating an index card file filled with Scriptures.  I’m going to have Scriptures that mean a lot to me and Scriptures that apply to certain subjects so I can refer to them when I or someone I know needs encouragement.  I think it’s really important to hide the Lord’s Word in our heart, because He tells us to! There’s something about knowing the Lord’s Word in your heart and mind that is so comforting!

I’m going to bed and pray that tomorrow my pain level is a lot less and that I can go to my prayer meeting.  I’m also going to praise my Lord, despite my pain, because He is my King of Kings, my Lord of Lords and He is worthy to be praised!

God bless you – Julie

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Today was another day spent in the recliner with the heating pad.  I haven’t had a back problem this bad for a while and it’s been a misery.  However, instead of feeling sorry for myself, I spent the morning praying and praising God.  Amazing how that can bring us out of ourselves and into another place of thankfulness.  God is so good that way.  The rest of the day I spent reading a new library book I had picked up over a week ago by Elizabeth George.  It’s the Elizabeth George that writes the Inspector Lynley books.  If you’ve been reading my blog for any time at all, you know that I love all things British.  Her books are no exception.  I had seen the movies on PBS and enjoyed them so when I saw one of her books at the used book store, I decided to give it a try.  I was hooked!  I’m trying to look at this down time as a blessing from the point of view that I can read for hours on end without feeling guilty.  Honestly, though, I’ll be so glad to be back to a point where I can move again without having excruciating pain! 

My youngest son went this morning to the doctor to have his nerves tested.  This is a test where they poke you and send electric currents through the nerves to see if there is permanent nerve damage.  I’ve had it done myself and, yes, it’s as tortureous as it sounds.  It’s not too horrible until they do the back and at that point, you just want to jump out of your skin.  My poor son came home just like jello and in pain from that horrible test.  I loved what the doctor said to him, too.  “You have a pinched nerve.”  No, really?  I think we got that a long time ago when he started having the pain clear down his leg!  He still has that pain, but it’s a bit better.  He has had physical therapy and that has helped some, but his whole leg still falls asleep if he walks around or if he sits.  It’s very uncomfortable for him and also a worry because we don’t want him to have permanent nerve damage (like me).  I am going to make an appointment with his doctor that ordered the test to see if there is any damage that we need to worry about.  I felt so sorry for my son when he came home.  I didn’t tell him ahead of time about the test being painful because I didn’t want him to be uptight.  It’s so hard going through the test and then if you’re scared, it makes it even worse.  He’s feeling a bit better tonight, but went to bed at 10:00 on the dot, so that’s a huge giveaway that he’s just wiped out. 

My husband went to the eye doctor today because he’s been having double vision.  They found out that he has cataracts starting.  They can’t do anything for him at this point because of the bleeding behind the eyes caused by his diabetes.  He’s so concerned about losing his vision and I’m just praying that the Lord will heal him and he won’t lose his vision.  They are working on getting the leakage stopped in the eyes and so far that has been pretty successful.  Your prayers for him are so appreciated!

“Therefore, those also who suffer according to the will of God shall enstrust their souls to a faithful Creator in doing what is right.”  1 Peter 4:19

God bless you ~ Julie

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Today was another day spent in the recliner with the heating pad.  I haven’t had a back problem this bad for a while and it’s been a misery.  However, instead of feeling sorry for myself, I spent the morning praying and praising God.  Amazing how that can bring us out of ourselves and into another place of thankfulness.  God is so good that way.  The rest of the day I spent reading a new library book I had picked up over a week ago by Elizabeth George.  It’s the Elizabeth George that writes the Inspector Lynley books.  If you’ve been reading my blog for any time at all, you know that I love all things British.  Her books are no exception.  I had seen the movies on PBS and enjoyed them so when I saw one of her books at the used book store, I decided to give it a try.  I was hooked!  I’m trying to look at this down time as a blessing from the point of view that I can read for hours on end without feeling guilty.  Honestly, though, I’ll be so glad to be back to a point where I can move again without having excruciating pain! 

My youngest son went this morning to the doctor to have his nerves tested.  This is a test where they poke you and send electric currents through the nerves to see if there is permanent nerve damage.  I’ve had it done myself and, yes, it’s as tortureous as it sounds.  It’s not too horrible until they do the back and at that point, you just want to jump out of your skin.  My poor son came home just like jello and in pain from that horrible test.  I loved what the doctor said to him, too.  “You have a pinched nerve.”  No, really?  I think we got that a long time ago when he started having the pain clear down his leg!  He still has that pain, but it’s a bit better.  He has had physical therapy and that has helped some, but his whole leg still falls asleep if he walks around or if he sits.  It’s very uncomfortable for him and also a worry because we don’t want him to have permanent nerve damage (like me).  I am going to make an appointment with his doctor that ordered the test to see if there is any damage that we need to worry about.  I felt so sorry for my son when he came home.  I didn’t tell him ahead of time about the test being painful because I didn’t want him to be uptight.  It’s so hard going through the test and then if you’re scared, it makes it even worse.  He’s feeling a bit better tonight, but went to bed at 10:00 on the dot, so that’s a huge giveaway that he’s just wiped out. 

My husband went to the eye doctor today because he’s been having double vision.  They found out that he has cataracts starting.  They can’t do anything for him at this point because of the bleeding behind the eyes caused by his diabetes.  He’s so concerned about losing his vision and I’m just praying that the Lord will heal him and he won’t lose his vision.  They are working on getting the leakage stopped in the eyes and so far that has been pretty successful.  Your prayers for him are so appreciated!

“Therefore, those also who suffer according to the will of God shall enstrust their souls to a faithful Creator in doing what is right.”  1 Peter 4:19

God bless you ~ Julie

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Today was another day spent in the recliner with the heating pad.  I haven’t had a back problem this bad for a while and it’s been a misery.  However, instead of feeling sorry for myself, I spent the morning praying and praising God.  Amazing how that can bring us out of ourselves and into another place of thankfulness.  God is so good that way.  The rest of the day I spent reading a new library book I had picked up over a week ago by Elizabeth George.  It’s the Elizabeth George that writes the Inspector Lynley books.  If you’ve been reading my blog for any time at all, you know that I love all things British.  Her books are no exception.  I had seen the movies on PBS and enjoyed them so when I saw one of her books at the used book store, I decided to give it a try.  I was hooked!  I’m trying to look at this down time as a blessing from the point of view that I can read for hours on end without feeling guilty.  Honestly, though, I’ll be so glad to be back to a point where I can move again without having excruciating pain! 

My youngest son went this morning to the doctor to have his nerves tested.  This is a test where they poke you and send electric currents through the nerves to see if there is permanent nerve damage.  I’ve had it done myself and, yes, it’s as tortureous as it sounds.  It’s not too horrible until they do the back and at that point, you just want to jump out of your skin.  My poor son came home just like jello and in pain from that horrible test.  I loved what the doctor said to him, too.  “You have a pinched nerve.”  No, really?  I think we got that a long time ago when he started having the pain clear down his leg!  He still has that pain, but it’s a bit better.  He has had physical therapy and that has helped some, but his whole leg still falls asleep if he walks around or if he sits.  It’s very uncomfortable for him and also a worry because we don’t want him to have permanent nerve damage (like me).  I am going to make an appointment with his doctor that ordered the test to see if there is any damage that we need to worry about.  I felt so sorry for my son when he came home.  I didn’t tell him ahead of time about the test being painful because I didn’t want him to be uptight.  It’s so hard going through the test and then if you’re scared, it makes it even worse.  He’s feeling a bit better tonight, but went to bed at 10:00 on the dot, so that’s a huge giveaway that he’s just wiped out. 

My husband went to the eye doctor today because he’s been having double vision.  They found out that he has cataracts starting.  They can’t do anything for him at this point because of the bleeding behind the eyes caused by his diabetes.  He’s so concerned about losing his vision and I’m just praying that the Lord will heal him and he won’t lose his vision.  They are working on getting the leakage stopped in the eyes and so far that has been pretty successful.  Your prayers for him are so appreciated!

“Therefore, those also who suffer according to the will of God shall enstrust their souls to a faithful Creator in doing what is right.”  1 Peter 4:19

God bless you ~ Julie

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05
Aug

This morning I’m feeling rather melancholy.  I know why but I refuse to allow satan a foothold into this area.  Rather, I’m going to be praying – praying without ceasing – that the Lord will make a way for me to have total forgiveness and restoration in the situation. I’m also praying that the Lord would keep my heart tender.  It’s hard not to allow my heart to harden when things happen that hurt it.  I want to put a huge plate of armour around my heart so nothing bad can touch it.  However, in doing that, nothing good can touch it either.  That’s the thing – we have to stay moldable and pliable for God to use us.  I want to be used.

I have my prayer meeting this morning.  It couldn’t be better timing.  Coming before the Lord with like minded people and praying for others is a joy that feeds our soul and brings us out of our own situation.  Praying for others blesses those we’re praying for but it also blesses the prayor.  We are coming before the throne of God and somehow all our worldly concerns become small for that time.  It also reminds us that we serve a great God and that He can handle any concerns we do have.  Oh, how awesome is our God!!

Yes, I wil pray. . .pray. . . pray without ceasing.

God bless you ~ Julie

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05
Aug

This morning I’m feeling rather melancholy.  I know why but I refuse to allow satan a foothold into this area.  Rather, I’m going to be praying – praying without ceasing – that the Lord will make a way for me to have total forgiveness and restoration in the situation. I’m also praying that the Lord would keep my heart tender.  It’s hard not to allow my heart to harden when things happen that hurt it.  I want to put a huge plate of armour around my heart so nothing bad can touch it.  However, in doing that, nothing good can touch it either.  That’s the thing – we have to stay moldable and pliable for God to use us.  I want to be used.

I have my prayer meeting this morning.  It couldn’t be better timing.  Coming before the Lord with like minded people and praying for others is a joy that feeds our soul and brings us out of our own situation.  Praying for others blesses those we’re praying for but it also blesses the prayor.  We are coming before the throne of God and somehow all our worldly concerns become small for that time.  It also reminds us that we serve a great God and that He can handle any concerns we do have.  Oh, how awesome is our God!!

Yes, I wil pray. . .pray. . . pray without ceasing.

God bless you ~ Julie

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Sometimes all we can do is stand before the cross. That’s exactly what I’m doing right now and will continue to do through the next very difficult week and months ahead.

Hubby is having triple by-pass surgery next Tuesday. Please stand before the cross with me and pray for him!

I don’t know when I’ll be back to blog. There is so much to prepare for this and I want to spend as much time with him as possible. I so covet your prayers – please pray that all will go well and that he will come through all this fine. Also, please pray for me – that I would remain strong for him and my boys. Thank you so much!

God bless you ~ Julie
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Thank you for your prayers for my sister! She is home from the hospital now and after many tests, they have determined that it’s her rib cage and muscular and cartilage that are giving her pain. She was told to take it easy and rest for 7-10 days and then she will start to feel better. She has been given a high dosage of inflammatory drugs and some pain medication. I’m so thankful that it’s nothing serious! Please continue to pray for her if you would, though, because she is still in a lot of pain and she also won’t be able to go to work.

I’ve had some other good news – my sweet nephew and his darling wife are having a little boy in January!! They have two little girls that they love deeply, but my nephew was so hoping to have a boy! He ran right out and bought the crib set and some clothes with the Denver Bronco’s emblem on them!! LOL He’s a huge fan of the Broncos and I’m sure this new little guy will be, too!! I had a feeling they would have a boy and had all ready bought a beautiful, bright teal blue yarn for the afghan I’m making them. Now I’ll actually get to use it!!

Thank you again for your prayers!! I so appreciate all your sweet comments!!

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